as if i haven't worn enough of a trench laying down rubber like lines of paint over lapping the beginnings of a yarn ball modern painting tooling back and forth on these roads that will not forget that i have rolled over them doing nothing but dreaming of what could be off the next exit dreaming of escaping off that too too familiar path for all of my hoping those streets always seemed to end in places of usualality a final red haltering stop but on those bright and rare occasions they would end with clear signs of further goings even if there was no further to be gone that day amusement parks for instance or movie theaters and even the airport to just park near the airfield and watch planes of all sizes get up and go i always felt i tore off pieces of me as bon voyage confetti and threw hand fulls out to each plane to carry some part of me where ever and points beyond